28 February 2009

And the beat goes on..

After loads of soul searching and discussions with Hubz .. weighing the pros and cons... praying for direction.. I have decided that I will be staying on. The carrot dangled was actually not that great... all the drama that ensued before the carrot was dangled.. was not very pretty .. it certainly was an emotional roller-coaster for me.. but all things considered I will stay on for now.

And the beat goes on.. until the next crapiola gets thrown at me.. when that happens I will know what to do.

13 February 2009

All good things must come to an end..


*Phew*...it has been a long time and I have almost forgotten how to blog..

So many happenings in the span of 3 months.. but what I am about to put in here had all happen in the span of less than a month..a whirlwind that has left me grasping for air. I did not know what I should do..I was confused and I prayed for direction.. at the end of it all the decision was made "for" me instead , no it was not decided by other people that I should go .. but it pointed to something akin to saying I can do whatever I like which made it easier for me to come to my decision.

It had been a crazy ride..I started in this place of work when I was 5 months pregnant with lilD.. now lilD is coming 3 years..I have come to love the people and the place's complexities.. there were times when I was really down.. but most time I am happy.. in spite of everything .

I shall be leaving this place.. with a heavy heart .. but one should not stay where one is'nt appreciated ....after all the mess that I have to sort out for other people , all the work that I have done *sighs* . The opportunity came out of nowhere.. and knowing that place's stringent recruitment process and how high profile it is not to mention great remuneration package.. I am humbled that they are giving me the honor of shouldering the responsibilities of heading the unit.

I don't want to leave this place.. I have not planned to.. but it gives me no choice but to go.. I shall be leaving G and O .. whom I have come to care so dearly.. my Finance beauties too.. sometimes it is just not about the money but when you have been let down and in the worst possible way too.. is there a point in staying.

I have had two other offers since then.. now my task it to choose the best possible place for me to progress on to..

God, please grant me the strength to persevere.. Amin!

*update*

Talk about at the 11th hour.. the  Management had thrown me a carrot to stay .. 

hmmm... gotta think about this now..